That Phase....

Amongst the crowd, we still find ourselves alone, amongst our own friends we feel like strangers. It happens sometimes in life, when all we are trying to do is figure out what is going to happen next. That feeling is out of our control and sometimes it is quite overwhelming. How can we live in the present moment to the fullest when something else is on our mind??
How ironic can it get when everything you do reminds you of something you do not want to remember. Sometimes, the whole world seems like it's against you, why do we feel like nobody really understands us and why is it that we can't speak out our mind? And when we finally say how we feel, why do we feel so stupid????? This I feel is the most difficult phase of life, when you do not know what it is that you want and why you have certain feelings that are hard to let go of.........